and finally ... be your own hero
Elton John - Tiny Dancer
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About the universe, life and everything else

So yeah it’s been quite a while since I seriously posted something. I’m just returning to keep everyone who still feels like following me informed about what my life has been in the last few months.

Alrighty then. My parents decided to move to some other place in the beginning of 2012, I moved out aswell but to another place. Starting my own life and stuff.

Well… things didn’t turn out as predicted. At all.

When I moved to my very first own apartement in Regensburg, Bavaria I didn’t have a job. I knew that it was going to be quite a hard time. And I just didn’t care. So one thing led to another and I got kicked out of my apartement because I didn’t pay my rent. I was homeless. Yup, just turned 21 and homeless. Isn’t that like the biggest dream of everyone?

Well. In that one month I was living there on my own I met some - at least at first sight - nice people. Calling me and asking if I wanted to hang out or something, caring for how I felt etc

So yeah. I moved out of my apartement again and gave my furniture, my PC and basically all my stuff to some company to store it at their store house. I paid them about 200 euros for getting my stuff with their van and for the first rent. I didn’t even plan to pay it for any longer.

I then moved into one of those new friend’s places. I slept on the couch, smoked pot 2-3 times a week and had an overall good time there. Still having no job, I made some debts for reasons like buying tobacco, food, or just random stuff I wanted to have. Overall 300 euros of debt for a time period of 3 months.

I then left that place and went to another place of a friend of mine, asking him if I could crush there. He told me it wouldn’t be a problem. There, things began to shine really. We smoked like every day, I started to play rugby, I learned a lot about life.

Currently I am back with my parents at their new place. It’s pretty neat here. I still don’t have a job but I am searching for one. My stepbrother started his own company (interior construction) and he is currently testing my capabilities. I like the idea of having a physical hard work. It strengthens my body. Fuck yeah.

I am really looking forward to enhance myself even more.

Not in the way that society wants to see, but in the way that I can watch myself in the mirror and be proud of what I see.

a) I became more open minded. I am now aware of what I need in life and what not. I don’t need any PC, Internet or expensive things. I just need stuff that is - in my opinion - worth takin my time.

b) I lost 30 lbs of fat and gained 20 lbs of muscles  in 2 months due to playing rugby and starting physical training. I am watching myself in the mirror and I like what I see. I look manly. I look like I could take care of myself. Not in an old fashioned way of getting a job and paying my rent. More in a psychological way.

I am satisfied.

c) I grew an awesome beard.


d) I am getting paid cash. So I can buy stuff I need almost instantly. Like today I bought a new pair of shoes because my old ones were like 2 years old and were horrible to wear when it was snowing/raining. Wet feet FTL.


They were cheap.

So yeah. I think I will stay in this area. People are cool here. They’re not such hypocrists as all other people I’ve met in my life before. And I could use a fresh start from the beginning.

I don’t know if I will ever continue this blog in the future. If so, see you then.

If not I wish everyone of you a happy life and a good time with whatever you decide to put your time and effort into.

I for one will be checking on the girls here.



PS. Don’t miss this:

One of the best songs I ever stumbled upon

The sad part?

The sad part is, that I still think about her constantly.

How I changed throughout the last years

August 2010 - Kelheim, Germany -

June 2011 - Hamburg, Germany -

July 2011 - Regensburg, Germany -

August 2011 - Riedenburg, Germany -

Halloween 2011 - Kelheim, Germany -

November 2011 - Kelheim, Germany -

November 2011 - Kelheim, Germany -

April 2012 - Salzburg, Austria -

August 2012 - Regensburg, Germany -

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